You can't change your situation, the only thing you can change is how you choose to deal with it.
They say, Find a purpose in your life and live it. But, sometimes, it is only after you have lived that you recognize your life had a purpose, and likely one you never had in mind.
Well, it’s been a month since you left everyone, you still have yet to leave my mind. I catch myself each time before I break down. You were unlike any other person I’ve ever met. You had the kindest heart and never did bad to anyone. Knowing you for the time I did is heartbreaking, yet, amazing. My next tattoo is for you brotha. I remember the times you would call me just to tell me you finished a series in harry potter. You were the best brother, friend, son anyone could’ve ever asked for. Words cant describe how broken i am right now. I haven’t felt this way since Richey took Tish’s life. I just have to remind myself that God needed another angel. You have no more worries now, no more troubles. Give my Tishers a hug for me. May you rest in peace Ethan ♥
A 12 year old should never have to be a role model, but as you have been very clear, you are no longer 12. You are 20. You now have the responsibility of being a role model. So when you sing about getting a line in the bathroom, getting high on Molly and doing whatever you want, you are sending the wrong message to girls everywhere. When you do those things, you get media attention. But when our girls do that, they get pregnant. They get addicted to heroin & end up on the streets leaving their family and friends in constant fear and grief over them. They drop out of school, or get kicked out of college. So, they really do end up shaking it at a strip club in order to pay the rent for themselves and their deadbeat boyfriends who can’t hold a job because of their alcohol dependency. You see, your music paints a false picture of what reality is. Partying and using drugs doesn’t lead to anything positive. It leads to disaster, poverty, heartache and unfortunately for some, death.
I find it rather sad when you look at this generation and realize how many people are sad and all alone. It’s fucked up. Everybody seems to judge without knowing a person. Most teens cut themselves to hide their pain, they don’t feel like living anymore. Our generation is being labeled as “reckless” and something needs to be done. I say we start by accepting the people who never thought they had a chance.